making a fool out of myself.. again!

damn! damn! damn! if i was just foolish before, now im a jerk, a butthead, a total looser!




damn! i don't know what's gotten into me earlier.. i was chatting with my family while txting to my friends.. then, unsensibly thinking, i was already changing my inbox where his number and other messages were. after, i was poignantly reading all his text messages.. then i just found myself calling him!




actually, my only plan is to know if he's still using his number.. i just want to hear a single ring..! but thanks to my ever-reliable fone which has a lil defect on both of its earpiece and mouthpiece, he was able to answer it! darn! surprised and caught off guard, i immediately turned it off.. oh shit! i know he can still recognize my number.. AAARRRGGGHHH! i want to hit myself! damn! DAMN HIM FOR MAKING ME MISERABLE!! DAMN ALL MEN IN THE WORLD!!!