starting anew

i finally made up my mind..im sure for this.. i will finally forget him even if it hurts.. it's useless to always think about him.. useless to think what could have happened if we didn't break up.. thinking about those what ifs would just make me a total jerk.. and it is just being a masochist.. [definitely not the typical me] coz i know.. he's happy now.. happy with another girl..

the pic i saw was like a slap for me to finally wake up in reality..that it's really over between us.. ive never seen him that close to a woman before.. so he might really love her.. more than he loved me.. but then, loved her or not, ive got no business with him.. im totally out of his life right now..

i will try to forget him for the betterment of myself.. afterall, that's the reason why i broke up with him.. i just love myself too much.. too much that i feel like im such a looser.. and besides, i'll still be meeting a lot of guys.. not to mention more gorgeous one.. hahaha!ü di ba ling? [pag.post biya ug comment ha.. bantay lang.. wahehe!] tom? cha? myang? wahahaha!ü especially in U.P. diba? ahaha! as if kapasar na.. wahehehe!

and so here i am, typing the very last blog i'll type about him.. from this day on, i will never ever mention his name... nor think about him... i promise...